MMT

Hi. I'm new, but not really. Actually, I've been posting here for a while under another LJ name, but too many people found out and I was sick of hearing how I just needed to get over my ED. So, I created a new journal so I could talk about my ED without being criticized, and here I am.My current stats are :o( 5'3" 155 lbs. and trying desperately to lose. It just seems like I'm eating constantly, trying to avoid the pain and feelings that I don't even know the root of. I've never been free from my ED for long enough to find out. I'm stuck, and all I want is to be thin. Is that too much to ask?I'm really going to try tomorrow. But it's always tomorrow, and I always say just one more day. This needs to be it. If I don't get control, it's going to kill me.