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I'M JOINING THE NAVY!THE NAVY. ACCELERATE YOUR LIFE.Okay. I've been wrestling myself over what to do about the Navy for weeks now, and I just wasn't coming to a conclusion. So, I told myself that I would just kind of wait it out and see how it goes, but then thinisbest decided that she wanted to go into the Navy, too. And that totally made up my mind. I mean, the Navy is the perfect way for me to (a) get experience in the computer field, (b) pay off my debt and build up good credit, (c) travel the world for free, (d) figure out who I am and what I want to do with my life, (e) experience new things and meet new people, (e) get in shape and over my eating disorder, and (f) have fun. I mean, why not? I missed out on the high school excitement, the college dorm-life, and now I'm thinking about doing something for ME! I am. And I'm excited. And I'm not going to let anyone ruin this for me.Mandie and I are going to go to Boot Camp together sometime around the 1st of the year. Anyone want to join us???

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OKAY, this is kind of a weird request, but does anyone know where I can find the top 10 songs in each category (i.e. rap, hip hop, country, etc.) because i need to make cd's for people to listen to while they're having an mri and work...and i don't know what songs to use. i gotta make one cd for each genre.

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QUOD ME NUTRUIT ME DESTRUIT

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QUOD ME NUTRUIT ME DESTRUIT

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I gave my notice at work - I only have three weeks left.I bought Jen's plane ticket - she's really coming up.I'm moving back to Florida in 28 days - I'll get there October 13.I'm questioning myself - I always do.I'm going to miss it here - but I'm needed there.I hope I'm doing the right thing - I hope I don't regret this.I wonder if the Navy's right - or if I should go to BCC then UMASS.I wish I knew. This seems too unsure.I'm excited - and scared - and ready to put my life together. Finally.post a comment

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I'M A BULIMICi had to say that. i had to see it written down. i had to admit to myself how really out of control i am. i know that when i eat in private...and stuff the food into my mouth that it's still bingeing. that i am still soaking up the calories. my eating disorder has become a shocking reality these last few weeks. it's really hit me how addicted to food i am. it's no longer just eating too much, or not eating enough, it's a problem and i can't stop. i know i need help. maybe even inpatient. i think if someone on the outside was in charge, they would tell me i needed more that just counseling. i wish i could get control. why can't i go the other direction and starve? it's just as bad a feeling as being this full all the time.

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my brother went to court this morning and was continued until october 9.i didn't do anything special for 9/11, although i kind of feel guilty for not.i talked to jack last night on the phone...i can't wait to see him.my thoughts are really really jumbled. i'm tired and it's late, and i'm fighting sleep.also, i am really hoping mandie will do the navy thing with me. that would rock.i just completely reformatted my hard drive and lost everything. on purpose. and i'm reading an awesome book about boot camp. it's completely honest, and i don't want to put it down.i think i'll post tomorrow when i can organize this better.g'night.

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i copied this off amazon.comDon't GoMommy please don't go to work today,I don't feel right, you have to stay.Honey, you know that I have to go,There's no way around it, the money is low.I'll try to call you on my lunch break,Take some aspirin if your tummy starts to ache.Okay, Mommy, I'll miss you lots,Please tell me I'll be in your thoughts.Don't worry, baby, you will be,Just rest here and wait for me.And that was when she left her little son,With no idea of the importance in 9-1-1.She stepped into her office on the 92nd floor,Not knowing she would witness a horrible act of war.After she was at work for almost an hour,A hijacked airplane crashed into the tower.She ran down the stairs as fast as she could,But realized that it would do no good.The building was collapsing on top of her,She tried to get out, but it was all a blur. Soon she couldn't breathe from all the dust,But she thought of her son, keep going, she must.She screamed for help, but her cry was ignored.She thought of her son, and prayed to the lord.She tried to hang on, but it was just too much.She prayed for her son, just one last touch.She and thousands of others were later found dead.People across the nation were hurt, countless tears were shed.Whoever did this should be haunted with shame.The great New York City will never be the same.A shattered city is all that is left behind.These acts of hatred have left us blind.Too blind to see what the world would be,With peace and love and all people free.Mommy please, please don't go.If only she listened to her little hero.

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eat nothing.pills.raspberries.maybe yogurt.water load.be thin.